my bad!!!!

To my dear bursts of Sunshine,
Omg! Its been a REALLY REALLY REALLY long time since I’ve blogged!! And I promise to definitely start blogging more!! My life and the things I encounter are always something to remember!! I’ve just been slacking, in my own world just hustling! But in the blog world, I’m pretty pathetic!! Lmao! Well I will work on it!! Like I need to start working out!! But again I’m pretty lazy with that too!! You can say I’ve been a bit distracted….. But my distraction will have to deal or join!! Well I’m at work, let me do something productive!! Til next time,
Freedom B. Sunshine

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Brain Storm

Don’t you just hate when you can’t focus? That’s my dilemma right now. I can’t seem to focus on one thing! And is it really a problem? I have to take care of my CEUs, and yet I can’t really work and do what I have to because my hands aren’t up to par! I am trying to keep pursuing my acting/modeling career but I need to workout! Which I am starting tomorrow! I’m taking my dog Sausauge out on a walk/run! I need to be the best I can be! I also need to do a run/walk marathon! And I’m dragging my mother along! And I also want to start my own herbal garden! I want to live more naturally healthy! I am a massage therapist! I think I should practice what I preach! Right now I feel stuck yet all over the place! But I know that, once I do focus, I’m so on!

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Something to think about

“What anyone else has or does not have has nothing to do with you. The only thing that affects your experience is the way you utilize the Non-Physical Energy with your thought. Your abundance or lack of it in your experience has nothing to do with what anybody else is doing or having. It has only to do with your perspective. It has only to do with your offering of thought. If you want your fortunes to shift, you have to begin telling a different story.”

 

– Esther Abraham-Hicks,

I came upon this today. I wanted to share it with everyone! I’ve been back in Florida for 2 weeks now and I still feel in a bit of a stand still! I have bumps on my hands(don’t know where they came from) so I can’t work. I have athletes foot, and I’m trying to get rid of it before I start working out. So right now things are in a bit of a halt because my body wants to fuck with me! And while I’m waiting to get better, thoughts just swirl up into my mind, of other things I can do while waiting on my body. Maybe get back into serving? Start my own herbal garden(Sooo doing by the way)! How about making my own flip flops?! All these things running through my head and I’m wondering WTF AM I GOING TO DO? Maybe ALL OF IT! Enjoying my life and living it the way I want to is the one thing I know for sure! Why don’t I just follow those guidelines and I will be GREAT! So let’s be great together!!

Peace and Love,
Freedom B. Sunshine

Time with family…

Sitting here after a weekend of spending time with the family. Still with them actually! Its been crazy fun and I’m so glad that I am here! Seeing cousins that I haven’t seen all grown! Makes me feel old somehow but I’m loving it! Having my grandfather asking me when I’m going settle down and basically stop being a nomad! But I can’t help that I love to travel! And I haven’t popped out a child yet so I still have time to run around and do as I please! Family may talk but my freedom and my spirit take me where I want to go! And if they break, I cannot be! But my spirit tells me I need to be in Florida for now! And last October it took me to New York! And until I die I will go anywhere and everywhere!! Live your life and make sure to never let your soul be stifled!!

Peace and Love,
Freedom B Sunshine

the simple shit in life

Hello my Freedom lovers! Just something I need to get off my chest. Something that has been irking me, Parents who WON’T help their kids! See I told my mother I had made the decision to move back to Florida because there were a few things that I need to take care of over the next few months. But I didn’t have the money! I told her I had to get the money together to pay for my ticket! So a week later she says that I can just use her card to get my ticket! See! What a wonderful mother i have! I wasn’t gonna ask her but she knew I couldn’t get that money together and she OFFERED to buy my ticket! She is the greatest and the sweetest!!

But my issue isn’t with MY parent its, someone else’s close to my heart! Now this person is struggling just like me. Struggling to even feed himself! But HIS parents want him to take care of a medical bill that He can’t pay! You wonder why? Because he is struggling duh!! Like literally can’t feed himself, cuz he has to pay his bills with the little bit of money he gets! But HIS parents want him to pay this medical bill! And the only thing that they help out with is feeding him sometimes on the down low! This upsets me cuz they have the means to pay it off, he doesn’t, and yet they still are hounding him to pay it! I mean I feel that parents should always help out their children! Specially if your kids aren’t fuck ups, or doing crazy hardcore drugs, and help you whenever they can. Why can’t they help? I just don’t understand! I grew up in a family of love! Why doesn’t he feel the love? Idk think about Freedom Lovers. I understand that yes I am about my Freedom and what we can do on our own, but everyone needs help once in awhile!! Let me know what you think.

Peace and Love,
Freedom Baby Sunshine!

Slight change

Remember, a delay is not a denial. The Uni-verse’s timing is always perfect and if something isn’t quite manifesting yet, there is a reason. So, today, instead of choosing to be angry, hurt or just plain ole pissed off, take a BIIIIG DEEP BREATH and know that everything is happening in perfect time. It might piss you off to know that it’s not happening in YOUR time, but it is happening in the perfect time.

After months of living in New York and not being able to find a job, there has been a change of plans!!!  Being out here and trying to do it on my own has been dificult, yet exciting. but i have responsibilities that have to be taken care of. and even though i must go back to my mother’s home, i dont feel slighted in the least. Honestly i am very much excited to get back to what i know. Maybe doing this drastic move wasnt for the best, it felt like all the signs were there for me to make the grand move. But since then it hasnt panned out like i would’ve liked, but i’m not mad. It has been an experince for me and i would never trade it for the world. I am stronger and more resilient because of it. Now I am more focused then ever on what i need to do, and how to go about it! everything does come in perfect time. Til next time my loves!!!

Peace and Love

Freedom Baby Sunshine

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